Work It, because You’re Worth It…

Ive been living out of suitcases for quite a LONG time now. This has bothered me, feeling “less then” because I have been challenged in creating the money needed through my work to pay rent. Yet, I still desire to stay in San Francisco, for now. I was sourcing my value from the outside. A mistake many humans make.

I knew I needed to change my mind about this, as I dont see an end to living in this way at this moment. Sitting in the beautiful garden of the home I am currently pet-sitting I came to understand this. People are inviting me into their homes, trusting me with their their furry children, their houses, their automobiles.I suddenly found myself deeply HONORED by this process. Who else would I want to BE other then a woman that could be trusted with the most sacred (and expensive) possessions?

“There are four questions of value in life… What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love.” ~ Johnny Depp

I also came to truly understand [later] while doing my unique bodywork, and then at a B-day party of a friend, that l am also a woman that is trusted with the most sacred possession of all, the deepest desires and pains and joys in the hearts of humanity. People have been sharing with me how inspiring I have been in their life. How words I have shared, actions that I have taken, even years ago, have shaped their present life.

I am honored beyound measure to BE a woman that gives and loves in this way. I am honored to BE trusted and seen as trustworthy. I am honored to BE alive and able to express my unique beingness in this way. Its not always easy, but it is soooo worth it.

“This life is worth living, we can say, since it is what we make it.”~ William James

My worth is not measured by the money I make, the house I own or the car I drive. (Hell, in all honesty, Ive already DONE that). My worth is measured by the honesty of the love I give. According to my life experience at present…Im worth quite a lot.If I desire to improve anything, it is to expand my heart space even larger to hold more of you in it. I Love You.

 

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